I love it when old friends or anyone hits me up to see how I’m doing or to tell me that they love or miss me. I just want to hug all of you.

My life basically revolves around others and their satisfaction. I put myself out there just so others can be happy, and I can’t help it.. It’s just something I do.

I’m getting too lazy to do anything anymore. Life sure is tiring me out.

i want to move somewhere far away from here,

where no one will know my name, and i won’t know anyone’s name.

but it’ll be fun taking the time to learn.

i hate how you’re so indecisive

i hate how you’re not confident

i hate how you’re so nosy

i hate how you are so clingy

i hate how shy you are

i hate how complicated you are

i hate how you are so oblivious

i hate how you can’t take hints

i hate how you can’t keep promises

i hate how you always let me down

i hate you

you get so tired of trying so many times, and eventually you burn out and feel like giving up.

i hope you know how hard i tried

how many times i thought of giving up

how many chances i’ve given you

how long i waited for you

and how many endless fucking days and nights i spent just thinking about you

because you really are someone different

you just had a bad way of showing it

i don’t know if i’ve finally given up

because i don’t feel anything

i’ve told you i love you

i’ve told you i miss you

i’ve told you forever

but people say things that they don’t fully mean sometimes

i miss summer.

i miss the beach.

i miss the sunsets at 8 pm.

i miss staying out until it’s hella late.

i miss the glow of fireflies.

i miss all nighters.

i miss fireworks.

i miss biking.

i miss travelling.

i miss waterparks.

i miss the hot breeze.

i miss not giving a fuck.